Dear Mr. Retrouvailles.
I hope this letter will find you and find you well.
I’m writing this letter to tell you how much I thank you.
You made me feel alive for one
more time. For the longest time, I’ve never felt that way, and you, out of the
blue, came and gave me something that I’ve lost in a long time ago. Lately
there is this tune that reminds me of you and I play it over and over again.
Even when the song is over, the melody lingers on. Stuck in my head. Like the
voice of the heart, it warms me in a way I can’t describe.
I barely even know you. You know
that pretty well and everybody knows it. Oh no, no, I won’t tell you about how
love is blind and love is irrational and all. But really, I lost my mind the
time we talked for the very first time. That was something I couldn’t describe
to myself as well. I don’t care what people think. They can talk funny abouit
it and let leave it at that.
I know you don’t want to fall in
love or at least you don’t let yourself to. Or maybe I am not the right one for
you and you don’t feel the same as I do. Love is tricky, you know.
Anyway, this is not a love
letter. So, I won’t tell you about how actually you did make the butterflies in
my tummy dance when you looked at me. And how you made my heart feel warm when
I read your words. No, no, I won’t tell you stuff like that. But actually, I
want you to know. And you made me happy, really, really, really happy when you
prayed for my team and I. I was happy, that was the best moment in my life. But
I don’t want to sound cheesy, though. You can skip this part.
Thanks to you, of course, you
made me really happy and I couldn’t stop smiling. Every morning I wake up
feeling so happy that I start dancing to the possibilities of meeting you again
for one more time.
Hey, Mr. Retrouvailles, I really
hope we can meet again some sunny days. But I really can’t do anything about
it. Maybe in your place there is some hard things happening or, I don’t know,
maybe you just can’t get out of that even when you miss your family so bad. But
I do wish you are fine there and everything is warm and nice and you can eat
good food and have a cup of sweet tea.
Thank you for letting me feel
excited about life, about things that matters. And give me another reason to be
happy. I do wish we had one more chance to talk about life. About yours, mine,
and the possibilities of ours. I wish you all the good luck in the world for
anything exciting that awaits you. Thank you for that brief moment you gave me
and the aftertaste. It was sweet and nice.
And that’s all I can write to
you. Sorry I can’t write a decent letter. I wish I could write nicely like what
Napoleon Bonaparte wrote to Josephine. But okay, whatever, hope you will get
the messages, though.
Warmly,
Rini Khoirotun Nisa.
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